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i really do love chris, and its scary....
tonights the first night in like a month that he hasnt came over and hung out with me. it sucks and he wanted me to come over tonight but i didnt because i was too tired, and he goes back to school tomorrow and i wanted him to get rest before school. i miss him a lot and i today at 3 was the last time i saw him lol. i feel empty without him. last night he told me he doesnt feel whole when hes not with me, and when he is with me he feels whole.
i just started getting butterflies when i think about him. its so weird, i didnt expect to feel like this. and i dont want to move fast because i am only 20. we are moving super fast and it scares me. i put this big wall up a lot when im with him, and he knows that. i need to just let things be and go with it instead of not letting anything happen, if that makes sence.
the things he says and does makes me melt. im so scared....
i want to go to sleep but i cant because i want to cuddle with him:( i hope i get to see him tomorrow...
ima try to sleep...
by the way i fing love my iphone!
♥
tonights the first night in like a month that he hasnt came over and hung out with me. it sucks and he wanted me to come over tonight but i didnt because i was too tired, and he goes back to school tomorrow and i wanted him to get rest before school. i miss him a lot and i today at 3 was the last time i saw him lol. i feel empty without him. last night he told me he doesnt feel whole when hes not with me, and when he is with me he feels whole.
i just started getting butterflies when i think about him. its so weird, i didnt expect to feel like this. and i dont want to move fast because i am only 20. we are moving super fast and it scares me. i put this big wall up a lot when im with him, and he knows that. i need to just let things be and go with it instead of not letting anything happen, if that makes sence.
the things he says and does makes me melt. im so scared....
i want to go to sleep but i cant because i want to cuddle with him:( i hope i get to see him tomorrow...
ima try to sleep...
by the way i fing love my iphone!
♥