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i hate people... well guys i should say.
i hung out with some guys last weds... and now idk, lets just say.. i will never talk or hang out with them again. it was brads friends too, so hes not gonna be talking to me again. i sent him a message on myspace and he didnt say anything back so whatever. fuck him. i actually kinda liked brad too, which sucks. i shouldnt have put myself in those situations that i did.
everyones telling me to go out and just pretend that what they say doesnt bother me, and all this.. but then my sister and kelly tell me to give this week a break and not go out. idk if im going out tonight or not, i want to.. but who knows.
right now, life sucks. fuck people, seriously. club people i should say.
im ready to go to california... now.
i rarely talk to ian anymore, kinda sucks.
these past few weeks have been a blurr.. i cant even remember everything thats happened. most of its been good. except last week. i wish i could take back hanging out with brad too. whatever, if any of him and his friends say anything to me... believe me ive got a few lines to say to them too... fuckers... god
im too stressed
i hung out with some guys last weds... and now idk, lets just say.. i will never talk or hang out with them again. it was brads friends too, so hes not gonna be talking to me again. i sent him a message on myspace and he didnt say anything back so whatever. fuck him. i actually kinda liked brad too, which sucks. i shouldnt have put myself in those situations that i did.
everyones telling me to go out and just pretend that what they say doesnt bother me, and all this.. but then my sister and kelly tell me to give this week a break and not go out. idk if im going out tonight or not, i want to.. but who knows.
right now, life sucks. fuck people, seriously. club people i should say.
im ready to go to california... now.
i rarely talk to ian anymore, kinda sucks.
these past few weeks have been a blurr.. i cant even remember everything thats happened. most of its been good. except last week. i wish i could take back hanging out with brad too. whatever, if any of him and his friends say anything to me... believe me ive got a few lines to say to them too... fuckers... god
im too stressed