Aug 02, 2007 20:19
so california again next week, i decided to go... im doing the movie too, good movie and ill be part of the actors guild:)
i want to move there, i might just be saying bye to charlotte all together and never come back:) we'll see.
i hate smelling like the tanning bed!
ian and i are talking again, i set him straight;) but we are just friends... nothing more, at all. my choice. he doesnt know that yet, but he'll get it lol.
i cant wait to leave... i leave on weds for florida for a day to see the animals, then me and mom are going to ohio for 2 days to see my dad then off to cali, a lot of flying and jet lag... ima be tired but it will be all worth it!
im at erins, ayden was staring at me all night lol.. hes a cutie. movie night!
i hate fighting with bo, and thats all we ever do when we talk... i do love him, and im going to be very sad to move that far away from him but its like i never see him anyways. idk its all weird. i want a new life, sad to say.... im always sad and never happy here. i need to find something that makes me happy... maybe cali will.
seeing stars a lot of time wouldnt be too bad;)
almost saw britney, walking up as she was going into a store... and i saw brody from the hills at dinner one night.. very, very nice looking;)
cantttt waitttt to leave charlotte! im just ready to not work retail and be working in a movie! its my dream, and im living it, finally!
ima go eat:)