It's been a long time
Hi everyone. i hope all of you are well. I've decided that i'm going to really consider turning this journal friends only so if you wanna keep reading you'll need to friend me. I'll put another post up when i decide to make the change. as of now all the old entries will stay public if they can. i think i might have to friend you back if you wanna see 'em too so leave a comment and i'll friend you.
today i'm going to go through my friend's list and get rid of the people who'm i'm fairly certain couldn't give a rats ass about me or what's going on in my life. but if i'm mistaken and you find yourself suddenly off my list and you really want to, :) of course i'll put you back on. It's always nice to find out you're cared about.
yes i know it's been a long time since i've written but that's cause of my writter's block and lack of time to really say anything of any importance. mostly it was a lack of time.
Following this is gonna be a private post just for me. ... not sure how to describe it here without giving everything away to the public. suffice to say there are some radical changes to my life. some good, some bad. it's the way that the wheel turns. we can't just keep going up forever and ever. it's too unnatural. cycles are what's natural. if you wanna know what's going on, message me. I'm not ready to talk about all of them but maybe with a certain few i can talk about some of them.
So how've i been since i last updated?
interesting.. i finished all the stuff up in Japan. kinda sorta had a b/f? but we didn't really do anything cause he never really believed me when i invited him to things with me and friends (ya know to hang out?) and rarely called to set up dates. *le sigh* he was very cute and friendly. but wayyyyy too "nice" definitely too shy. :) he needs to come to the US for some growing up. :) heh. I had to go to Japan for mine but it all turned out good.
K.J. and his mom came to Japan for my last two weeks there. i don't think it was as much fun for them as it should have been. i didn't have a lot of spare time to help them get set up and everything. and i'm stressful to travel with when it involves trains. i _hate_ being late so much i'll try to be wherever i need to be a half hour early. and when i can't? i stress and nearly have a panic attack. (it's almost a phobia)
I'm working on updating my music collection since i've been gone. I forgot about internet radio while i was away so i was very very deprived. :) lucky for me my favorite station has multiple top whatever lists so i've just been downloading them like crazy. some are old that i liked from before but never downloaded so hey! why not? :)
my brother, J is back from Jail.
and i'm getting ready to go back to UMass. boring really. lol ok i'll talk to y'all later i really need to get some stuff off my chest, so time for that private post. Love ya. be well
today i'm going to go through my friend's list and get rid of the people who'm i'm fairly certain couldn't give a rats ass about me or what's going on in my life. but if i'm mistaken and you find yourself suddenly off my list and you really want to, :) of course i'll put you back on. It's always nice to find out you're cared about.
yes i know it's been a long time since i've written but that's cause of my writter's block and lack of time to really say anything of any importance. mostly it was a lack of time.
Following this is gonna be a private post just for me. ... not sure how to describe it here without giving everything away to the public. suffice to say there are some radical changes to my life. some good, some bad. it's the way that the wheel turns. we can't just keep going up forever and ever. it's too unnatural. cycles are what's natural. if you wanna know what's going on, message me. I'm not ready to talk about all of them but maybe with a certain few i can talk about some of them.
So how've i been since i last updated?
interesting.. i finished all the stuff up in Japan. kinda sorta had a b/f? but we didn't really do anything cause he never really believed me when i invited him to things with me and friends (ya know to hang out?) and rarely called to set up dates. *le sigh* he was very cute and friendly. but wayyyyy too "nice" definitely too shy. :) he needs to come to the US for some growing up. :) heh. I had to go to Japan for mine but it all turned out good.
K.J. and his mom came to Japan for my last two weeks there. i don't think it was as much fun for them as it should have been. i didn't have a lot of spare time to help them get set up and everything. and i'm stressful to travel with when it involves trains. i _hate_ being late so much i'll try to be wherever i need to be a half hour early. and when i can't? i stress and nearly have a panic attack. (it's almost a phobia)
I'm working on updating my music collection since i've been gone. I forgot about internet radio while i was away so i was very very deprived. :) lucky for me my favorite station has multiple top whatever lists so i've just been downloading them like crazy. some are old that i liked from before but never downloaded so hey! why not? :)
my brother, J is back from Jail.
and i'm getting ready to go back to UMass. boring really. lol ok i'll talk to y'all later i really need to get some stuff off my chest, so time for that private post. Love ya. be well