Dec 23, 2005 15:57
my Mom is an amazing woman. I would crumble without her in my corner.
things will get better and things will change...though they should have changed today...though I have it in writing that it will change.
I used to be soft. I used to be controlable. If I have learned anything this year it's to be a bitch (my Mom said "aww! You're turning into me!"). I'm not pushy and I'm not greedy and I'm not selfish...but when I am being wronged, I fight freeking tooth and nail to GET MY WAY! I used to feel bad for going over someone's head. I used to like to handle things quietly. Now, I have no problems taking it strait to the top. I know I'm right with this. I will win. I will be happy and if it takes some feather ruffling to get there, so be it.