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oh, i had a bunch of stuff i was going to say, but now i've forgotten.
mostly, right now, i'm frustrated. just at everything. i feel like i'm never going to be ready to move out. i can't function off medication. i feel like i can't get my act together. i'm always bored, but i don't want to do anything. frustrated!!!!!
anyway, good news. krista and i are going to hang out tomorrow! well, hopefully. if the weather isn't bad and she doesn't have any meetings, we will. i've got some errands to run and i really want some company and i never see her. and if she's not looking, maybe i'll be able to pay for our dinner. *schemes* i hope it'll be a lot of fun.
i've got a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow. hopefully that goes well. i guess we're adding prozac to the cymbalta for my OCD. maybe i'll function better and be in the mood to be myself again. i'm working on it, but it's really hard. and it's not something i can describe at all.
i don't know. i need to work on my attitude. i just don't know how.
i just wish everything was fixed. this is year 5 of all this shit.
mostly, right now, i'm frustrated. just at everything. i feel like i'm never going to be ready to move out. i can't function off medication. i feel like i can't get my act together. i'm always bored, but i don't want to do anything. frustrated!!!!!
anyway, good news. krista and i are going to hang out tomorrow! well, hopefully. if the weather isn't bad and she doesn't have any meetings, we will. i've got some errands to run and i really want some company and i never see her. and if she's not looking, maybe i'll be able to pay for our dinner. *schemes* i hope it'll be a lot of fun.
i've got a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow. hopefully that goes well. i guess we're adding prozac to the cymbalta for my OCD. maybe i'll function better and be in the mood to be myself again. i'm working on it, but it's really hard. and it's not something i can describe at all.
i don't know. i need to work on my attitude. i just don't know how.
i just wish everything was fixed. this is year 5 of all this shit.