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Jan 24, 2010 16:08

Hi.
Feeling quite sad today =/
I wish I could change my feelings... erase a bunch of memories...
it just hurts me...

I have to study~! But I don't really feel motivated to do this...
People might think: oh, so you're not sure about what you really want.
I am sure. Sometimes I feel like giving up of everything...
I really want this dream to come true. I'm sure it'll be a great thing for me, it'll completely change my life, and that's something that I do want.
But it's very difficult! I'm afraid of not getting what I want and need.
It may sound idiot, but watching Bambino gave me lots of motivation and when I think of it I just go: DON'T GIVE UP, GIRL. Ban-chan didn't, you won't either!
You know... the classes haven't even started and I already feel like this...
at least I'll have few of my school friends with me ^^
It's not the best thing ever, but I believe it'll help me somehow.

I wish I could let go all these feelings I gather inside of me...
I feel lonely... I feel sad... I miss that person... sometimes I don't even know if I really miss him or if I miss the comfort and affection he used to give me...
It bothers me a lot.
I'm not this kind of person...

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Okay. Emo is over.
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I just saw Bright's official website and they'll release a single by the end of the month and an album by the end of next month! YAY!
Yuya Mastsushita's new pvs are out~ "Trust Me" and "Koe ni Naranakute" loved both songs~
He's rapping on the songs... it sounds a little odd, but I still like it.
The first one is a dancing song and reminds me a lot of kpop and american r&b he does a MJish dance...
The second is a cute song and the pv is also cute

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Yeah~
that's it~
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