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I don't understand why the fuck I'm even here.. I'm not good for anything but someone for everyone else to put their drama on...
Why??
I found out this morning that Jamie is crushin on Tony... Which is all good, cuz hello, I can't blame her.. He's extremely likeable.. That's why I've been distraught over the whole damn ordeal for the past month. Imagine that, eh?
But whatever... That just adds to it...
I experienced my first tornado today... That was fun... Fucked up day today.. I still can't get over it...
I'm going to alienate myself from everybody for a while... I'm going to turn my computer off, and not answer the phone, and just have me time...
My mother thinks shes deperessed, so now I have to deal with that because she's not happy with her life.. Any part of it, for that matter.. So I'm really wondering why am I here?
I'm sick of being pushed aside for bullshit, I'm sick of feeling like I'm worthless and I have no purpose... I'm just done...
It's a good damn thing that Spring Break started... Maybe I'll get this shit figured out...
Why??
I found out this morning that Jamie is crushin on Tony... Which is all good, cuz hello, I can't blame her.. He's extremely likeable.. That's why I've been distraught over the whole damn ordeal for the past month. Imagine that, eh?
But whatever... That just adds to it...
I experienced my first tornado today... That was fun... Fucked up day today.. I still can't get over it...
I'm going to alienate myself from everybody for a while... I'm going to turn my computer off, and not answer the phone, and just have me time...
My mother thinks shes deperessed, so now I have to deal with that because she's not happy with her life.. Any part of it, for that matter.. So I'm really wondering why am I here?
I'm sick of being pushed aside for bullshit, I'm sick of feeling like I'm worthless and I have no purpose... I'm just done...
It's a good damn thing that Spring Break started... Maybe I'll get this shit figured out...