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for those of you who didn't spend all evening and all morning researching and writing and typing and translating and being a slave to the French language.. that means " I did not sleep and my head hurts"...i finished the project some random hour between 5:15-5:30 and by the time i cleaned everything up.. it was about 5:45.. almost 6.. i layed in bed for an hour.. but i couldn't sleep.. i felt so weak.. and tears started to fall down my cheeks because i was so tired.. and drained.. and in so much pain.. and in less than an hour I would have to get up and go to class.. and powerlifting.. and rehearsals.. and not sleep again until this evening.. and then i have to get my hair colored early tomorrow morning for forum.. ive now been awake for 30 hours.. im so tired.. and so hungry.. and im sorry im bitching at everyone.. i hate to bitch.. i really do.. i just want to fix everyone's problems.. but i am incapable.. i cant even fix my own.. how fucking great am i... i need a nap