grrr...powerlifting meet was alright..aside from some fatherly related *stuff*..however that will not be talked about now..except for the fact that he and i aren't really talking..first real forum rehearsal was last night.. was pretty fun..Ray can't do the show.. which reallllly upsets me.. but nick cardona is taking over.. i have faith.. some people are going out tonight.. but i feel like i've drifted away from that group and almost been evicted...haven't decided if i'll attend or not..got cast as "Cherubino" in the choir thaaaaang..knew it would happen..instead of any of the musical theatre scenes.. because hubbard thinks i need to EXPAND MY HORIZONS... i'll expand your horizon bitch..not realy what i wanted.. but its actually a great part..except we're singing it in english as opposed to italien..but i get a duet and we have a group song..but i have to be a guy and wear drag..but i get a 9 page aria solo!!!!...but..i have to be a boy and confess my love to a woman..ew. only if i get a mustache..american experience hasnn't really taken wing.. but we are singing "Wheels of a Dream" from Ragtime..America the Beautiful..Amazing Grace.. Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy..Age of Aquarius and some others.. so.. i have mnay a thing that you all should come see coming up :-)..my back hurts from yesterday's meet... i need a massage.. i've been needing a massage.. i think i may end up going to like.. la spalon and getting a pro one if i cant blackmail someone into it first