Jun 14, 2009 23:12
the one time a year i log into lj, everything is completely changed around!! maybe i will try to start updating regularly again. a lot of stuff has happened since september 2008.
i thought i found the person i was going to spend the rest of my life with in september. i let myself be completely vulnerable for the first time in years (maybe even ever), and i got burned. really really badly. i was completely abandoned by someone i trusted during the worst week of my life. then he moved across the country. i am incapable of really taking anyone seriously since then. oh well.
i almost lost my best friend in october (the worst week of my life) because people think it's okay to down 20 drinks and then get behind the wheel of a car. i thank god everyday that he gave us more time together and that baldy is as perfect as he is now.
i'm graduating next month. and turning 22 next month. i'm excited about the first; not at all happy about the latter. 22? really? who cares about 22?!? i changed my mind; i'm turning 21 again this year!
the first part of this entry was really a downer. sorry guys!!! hahaha. honestly, it has not been all that bad! 2009 has been pretty great so far. i have so many hilarious stories. none of which i can actually post here. stay tuned for my book :)
so this weekend is bene's graduation party, and dave lange's band is playing at green bank inn!!! bye for nowww!!!
OH and ps...if you're reading this and the most recent entry you can see is from 2007...it's because all the rest are either friends-only or private (for obvious reasons.) sorry!!!!