i wanna put on my my my my my boogie shoes, just to boogie with you!
i haven't updated in ages!
i have a theory, as to why live is so amazing right now.
besides the fact that i friggin deserve it!
school's done
i have an awesome schedule next semester
i start work tomorrow. yay for being a productive member of society (and getting paaaaid)
my best friend used to be my worst enemy and i think past enemies make the best future friends!
gillies and baldwin come home next week
my new house is monstrous
and the past few months have been the most incredible experience of my life. i don't feel sick all the time. i don't sit around with my heart in my throat. i'm not afraid to go do things. i don't cry every single day for the same reasons. i don't have awful nightmares. i don't have to compete with ANYONE.
but i do get to hear about someone's day everyday, and talk about mine. i do get told everyday how beautiful i am and that someone misses me. i do (FINALLY!) get to do nice things for someone again, and they are actually appreciated. i do get to go out with my friends, even the ones with penises. i do go to sleep and wake up with a smile on my face. i do get to go about my day without constantly being worried about what's going on behind my back.
thank you, baby<3 you do not know how wonderful you are
i have a theory, as to why live is so amazing right now.
besides the fact that i friggin deserve it!
school's done
i have an awesome schedule next semester
i start work tomorrow. yay for being a productive member of society (and getting paaaaid)
my best friend used to be my worst enemy and i think past enemies make the best future friends!
gillies and baldwin come home next week
my new house is monstrous
and the past few months have been the most incredible experience of my life. i don't feel sick all the time. i don't sit around with my heart in my throat. i'm not afraid to go do things. i don't cry every single day for the same reasons. i don't have awful nightmares. i don't have to compete with ANYONE.
but i do get to hear about someone's day everyday, and talk about mine. i do get told everyday how beautiful i am and that someone misses me. i do (FINALLY!) get to do nice things for someone again, and they are actually appreciated. i do get to go out with my friends, even the ones with penises. i do go to sleep and wake up with a smile on my face. i do get to go about my day without constantly being worried about what's going on behind my back.
thank you, baby<3 you do not know how wonderful you are