family ties
random im gay. soo i feel kind of bad.. becuase im just leavingmy dad on him own to handle this whole situation... but i know i can't deal with it.. so i hope he's man enough too. just be normal or in a coma.. that will fix it all.. right dawn? hahaha. man my life is hell. hahah. i wish i could stop thinking about stuff sometimes... i dwell on it all... and lord knows i don't need to think about her... and her problems..... damnnniit. whatevverrr... it makes me more angry.. and real scared. i hate being hte weak one. i just want it to be back to it's semi-normal state again... buti have a feeling it's going to get worse before it gets better... and if it does... im moving out for awhile.. im glad im busy this week.. so i don't have to sit home and think about it... yeah sooo lets think of good things.....
dancing with my brother
the pep ralley
being ungrounded
getting my hair and nails done with my bestest friedn ever.. dawnovin
homecoming with westley!!
me and wes are back togehter?? i think??
im getting hardcore beatup at school tommorrow. haha.. dawn-lace.. you know how it is. haha.
dinner with meag and willie and wes
dancing dancing 3 days in a row!
good frineds
eating food
hehe... i had to steal this from manda;s profile... it pretty much fits... stars and all:
""Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star. You know you'll never reach it, but have to keep trying."
mmmy brother finally got a job.. yeah. he's cool. he's going to sell cars at 5-star ford... so if you want a car.. let me know.. i'll getyou the hook up. hahaha.
17 days until my birthday folks. oh the excitement.
so situation with west (<--man that's cool) is confusing... pretty sure we're back together.. since he told me soo.... but i wsa surprised to hear him say that... becuase i didn't think that's what he wanted... i thought we had decided on friends for now... until he got the i want to be single thing out of his system... or whatever.... but then he was like "you're my girlfriend" i was kind of dumbfounded.... i jsut hope this is what he really wants... and if it is... then that's hella great. and i'll be happy. i jsut hope he isn't doing it for the wrong reasons... but i think everything is okay and good. :D right now he's at the cold concert. im hella jealous. :) they kick... im not like the biggest fan, like he is.. but i still like their stuff.
ooooh.. im goign to have my brother help me with something this weekend.... and then i'll be cool... and everyone will be jealous.. i like how i tlak about stuff in code so that only i know what they hell im talkign about.... oh well... i can't give away these secrets of mine. *deviousness* hahha....
yeah breaking up with wes was like the 30 second sex... it was pointless. leaves you disapointed and thinking: "WTF?" hahhaha.. damn im good.
i don't know what else to say..... man... i think i started something... damn me and my middle fingers... *stay down would you!!* hahaha. oh well. it was worth it becuase i felt like a badass. i love being immature.
hmmschool tomorrow? nah... haha just kidding of course im going to school!!! i looovee school!! it's make your own shirt day! how oculd i miss that?!?!?! *serious sarcasm there guys serious*
yeah.... i don't think you can just love someone halfway.... you give it all you got.. or nothign at all.... we'll see how this works out.
crowley :no.. broken stars can never heal
me::(
crowley: they jsut turn into black holes and suck everything in...
i find that.... discontenting.. (<--not a word??) oh well... he was facking around i know it.. but you knwo me!
btw... did ya see that moon today???? wow... cool.. but scary... ihope everythign is well... you know the moon..always changing...
dancing with my brother
the pep ralley
being ungrounded
getting my hair and nails done with my bestest friedn ever.. dawnovin
homecoming with westley!!
me and wes are back togehter?? i think??
im getting hardcore beatup at school tommorrow. haha.. dawn-lace.. you know how it is. haha.
dinner with meag and willie and wes
dancing dancing 3 days in a row!
good frineds
eating food
hehe... i had to steal this from manda;s profile... it pretty much fits... stars and all:
""Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star. You know you'll never reach it, but have to keep trying."
mmmy brother finally got a job.. yeah. he's cool. he's going to sell cars at 5-star ford... so if you want a car.. let me know.. i'll getyou the hook up. hahaha.
17 days until my birthday folks. oh the excitement.
so situation with west (<--man that's cool) is confusing... pretty sure we're back together.. since he told me soo.... but i wsa surprised to hear him say that... becuase i didn't think that's what he wanted... i thought we had decided on friends for now... until he got the i want to be single thing out of his system... or whatever.... but then he was like "you're my girlfriend" i was kind of dumbfounded.... i jsut hope this is what he really wants... and if it is... then that's hella great. and i'll be happy. i jsut hope he isn't doing it for the wrong reasons... but i think everything is okay and good. :D right now he's at the cold concert. im hella jealous. :) they kick... im not like the biggest fan, like he is.. but i still like their stuff.
ooooh.. im goign to have my brother help me with something this weekend.... and then i'll be cool... and everyone will be jealous.. i like how i tlak about stuff in code so that only i know what they hell im talkign about.... oh well... i can't give away these secrets of mine. *deviousness* hahha....
yeah breaking up with wes was like the 30 second sex... it was pointless. leaves you disapointed and thinking: "WTF?" hahhaha.. damn im good.
i don't know what else to say..... man... i think i started something... damn me and my middle fingers... *stay down would you!!* hahaha. oh well. it was worth it becuase i felt like a badass. i love being immature.
hmmschool tomorrow? nah... haha just kidding of course im going to school!!! i looovee school!! it's make your own shirt day! how oculd i miss that?!?!?! *serious sarcasm there guys serious*
yeah.... i don't think you can just love someone halfway.... you give it all you got.. or nothign at all.... we'll see how this works out.
crowley :no.. broken stars can never heal
me::(
crowley: they jsut turn into black holes and suck everything in...
i find that.... discontenting.. (<--not a word??) oh well... he was facking around i know it.. but you knwo me!
btw... did ya see that moon today???? wow... cool.. but scary... ihope everythign is well... you know the moon..always changing...