ugh
I know I update a lot but whatever. So I just hung out with Sarah, it was really fun, but.....I don't EXACTLY feel her pain, but I kinda do. If that makes any sense at all. I am so mad at that person, I didn't think I could be as mad at anyone as I am at him. I feel like when I try to help my friends, or be there for them, that I say the wrong things, or they sound stupid and corny. And that makes me feel like a bad friend. So basically, I feel like I'm being there for my friends...WRONG. And I don't know what to do. Because I can't just NOT be there for them, I have to. But I'm too stupid to know how. ANd now I'm starting to think about more people in my life or in the past that I thought I would never think about again.I really hope this school year is so much better than last year. And I also have stuff to get out, that I don't know who to tell or how to tell them. And I'm scared for my family. How pathetic am I.