May 01, 2004 03:22
"Okay, I am cynical, I know that! That last line proves it, but being hurt a lot can do that to a gal. Especailly when everytime you openned yourself up, you got crushed! It's harsh, I know, I live it. Everyone is mad at me because I won't open myself for new relationships that have potental. I know they have potental, but no-the-less, I could still get hurt, really hurt. And I don't want that. Pain is something that takes years to deal with, I would rather just let things be and deal with the possibilies of what if."
written by me, a year ago.