Life is going pretty good right now. It could always improve, but isn't there always room for improvement?
I've learned not to stress to much, to enjoy my friends and time i have for myself. I'm learning to be happy.
And i'm getting there. I still work the same position at fed ex but i leave my stress at work, no need to carry it home. I will soon be getting a second job because well bills for my surgery are coming in and well, i'm poor. I'm not super worried but still the fact that $3,000 of medical debt is sitting on my credit is a bit scary. But its medical so most places don't use it against me.
I don't know whats going on but damn guys are coming out of all corners to see me. I dunno if its the weather or what have you but i'm enjoying it. I dunno if i want a relatioship right now, but its nice knowing i am wanted.
This weekend is an extended weekend, hopefully i am going up to the mountians to hike and go tubing.
Things are just good right now. I've learned to accept a few things and let go of a few things. I'm in control of my life, no one else, i'm in charge of my own happiness, no one else.
its a big learning process.
here is a picture of me right now (the hair is red, bright red)