A Conundrum...
[edit: If you haven't been to my page yet, Ive remodeled it so check it out. Its all prettiful with a sexy pic of Angelina. Anywho, I just noticed that on my grandma's computer (because of the screen size I guess) you can only see from Angelina's mouth on down, which seems to put the focus on her ample bosom. Or maybe thats just me lol]
Well, I've been thinking lately about how maybe its unrealistic to major in Italian. My plan was to major in Italian and minor in Psych. Who knows what I'd do after that. I'm pretty much just focusing on getting thru college. But now I'm thinking I should do it the other way around. So if I can, I'll take Quantitative Methods in Psychology in the spring and see how that goes. If I get a C or higher in that (as well as General Psychology) then I'm eligible to major in Psychology. Dont know if I will. I have this overwhelming sense of reluctance, which I think is because I'm afraid I won't [want to] do the work that it takes to do whatever it is I choose to do. But on the other hand, that could be the case even if its something I really like (such as Italian or Acting- I might reapply to Mason Gross in the spring), which is kinda scary. If I can't even muster up the work ethic to do something I love, then what hope is there that I'll ever find something to do that I find fulfilling? And what about my fashion career? I was watching some show and Vera Wang said that she wrote for a fashion magazine for 17 years before she went into the clothes-making aspect of the industry. And I've considered that I'd like to write for a fashion magazine (mm... free stuff.. *drools*) but I can't see myself majoring in English and having to write about things that I could care less about. I really dont like loathe writing unless its something frivolous & fun or something I care deeply about. But I feel like I never care about the things about which Im supposed to care.
Well, I've been thinking lately about how maybe its unrealistic to major in Italian. My plan was to major in Italian and minor in Psych. Who knows what I'd do after that. I'm pretty much just focusing on getting thru college. But now I'm thinking I should do it the other way around. So if I can, I'll take Quantitative Methods in Psychology in the spring and see how that goes. If I get a C or higher in that (as well as General Psychology) then I'm eligible to major in Psychology. Dont know if I will. I have this overwhelming sense of reluctance, which I think is because I'm afraid I won't [want to] do the work that it takes to do whatever it is I choose to do. But on the other hand, that could be the case even if its something I really like (such as Italian or Acting- I might reapply to Mason Gross in the spring), which is kinda scary. If I can't even muster up the work ethic to do something I love, then what hope is there that I'll ever find something to do that I find fulfilling? And what about my fashion career? I was watching some show and Vera Wang said that she wrote for a fashion magazine for 17 years before she went into the clothes-making aspect of the industry. And I've considered that I'd like to write for a fashion magazine (mm... free stuff.. *drools*) but I can't see myself majoring in English and having to write about things that I could care less about. I really dont like loathe writing unless its something frivolous & fun or something I care deeply about. But I feel like I never care about the things about which Im supposed to care.