I'm leaving and not looking back..give me a reason...

Jul 16, 2007 17:16

I'm done with the fighting
I'm done with your drinking
I'm done with your smoking
And I'm done with your need for drama with me all the time.
You said you wanted to get things on track
Said you'd stop drinking cause you know its a problem
Told me you wanted to be treated with respect and not like a kid anymore
But look at yourself
You drink to the point you throw up and do stupid things like get arrested
You smoke god knows how much and you don't see it as a problem
You stay out all night and sleep all day
And blow me off on an important day.
You've fucked up far beyond belief
How do you expect me to be here for you when you constantly treat me like crap.
You told me to be your anchor to make sure you stayed on track sometimes you ask far too much of me.
You told me you'd always come home to me not matter what but then tell me I should find someone new that you're not worth it yet tell me that you promise to make me the happiest girl alive if I put up with the bullshit you end up pulling sometimes. I'm sick of being disappointed, sick of wishing for you to change, sick of trying to work this all out. I'm not sure there is anything else to work out. Make the changes and leave the past behind otherwise ill be the next to walk through that door and you'll be the only one to blame.
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