so its been a while...
i havent been on this thing in forever probably cause i havent even had time to breathe.
i work 7 am to 3 pm at public works
and i have school
tues and thurs
6 30 pm to 9 05
im up for work at 5 30 am cause its about a 30 minute drive into work
and i leave for summer school at about 5 30 cause of traffic
other than that i sleep and work out.
honestly i have no time for anything.
weekends usually consist of making plans and then getting ditched.
like last night.
michelle has wanted to hang out and it seems like every time i try to make plans with her
she never calls back.
so this week on like monday she was like can we hang out sat?
and i said sure.
so we talked thrusday and shes like im not sure when i get out of work but ill find out
she ended up never calling
i sat home waiting
like always
i really didnt feel like going out
my aunt was a bitch to me on friday night
and made me cry practically infront of my whole family
she fucking picks on me about everything
this time it was cosmetology school.
i had it
and i broke down
not just because of that
but a lot has been just going wrong.
this summer ive learned that a lot of people are just selfish.
no one really cares about you
just about them.
i leave for new york on thursday
and i dont think it could be a better time to go.
i have a lot of thinking
and i need a break from this summer routine.
im not going to apologize for being busy to anyone
cause
im working hard for the simple fact that i need money to pay for my car my phone my school
and well youll end up ditching me anyways so what difference does it make?
kate comes soon and thats something im really looking forward to.
i miss her so much.
we barely talk anymore
but we both randomly pick up the phone
when something funny or bad happens
and talk to eachother about it.
well im going to go shower
i promised someone a lunch date.
i work 7 am to 3 pm at public works
and i have school
tues and thurs
6 30 pm to 9 05
im up for work at 5 30 am cause its about a 30 minute drive into work
and i leave for summer school at about 5 30 cause of traffic
other than that i sleep and work out.
honestly i have no time for anything.
weekends usually consist of making plans and then getting ditched.
like last night.
michelle has wanted to hang out and it seems like every time i try to make plans with her
she never calls back.
so this week on like monday she was like can we hang out sat?
and i said sure.
so we talked thrusday and shes like im not sure when i get out of work but ill find out
she ended up never calling
i sat home waiting
like always
i really didnt feel like going out
my aunt was a bitch to me on friday night
and made me cry practically infront of my whole family
she fucking picks on me about everything
this time it was cosmetology school.
i had it
and i broke down
not just because of that
but a lot has been just going wrong.
this summer ive learned that a lot of people are just selfish.
no one really cares about you
just about them.
i leave for new york on thursday
and i dont think it could be a better time to go.
i have a lot of thinking
and i need a break from this summer routine.
im not going to apologize for being busy to anyone
cause
im working hard for the simple fact that i need money to pay for my car my phone my school
and well youll end up ditching me anyways so what difference does it make?
kate comes soon and thats something im really looking forward to.
i miss her so much.
we barely talk anymore
but we both randomly pick up the phone
when something funny or bad happens
and talk to eachother about it.
well im going to go shower
i promised someone a lunch date.