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[sparklestrella]

staring. starring.
waiting.
oh. oh. oh.

i have a feeling.
like.
i am.
at last.
again.

maybe it was the sun.
maybe it was the lack of trees.
perhaps it was just because.
it was time.

refuse dump of a mind.
the treatment plant has changed.

i knew two months ago.
i knew five days ago.
knew. knew. knew.

fantastic souls.
please congregate about me now.
and we'll step together. until we sway.
in one big company of car wrecks, stadiums, deviants, and lullaby's

i thought.
if i died now.
i would be a very happy soul.
and the thought of me dying and feeling happy.
for the first time in what seems like a very very long time.
overcame my eyes.

come my sylphs.
into this jar.
if there is no such thing as forever.
i'll take you are far as i can.