GOSH!
so ok... i can't sleep...too much is on my mind. I thought why not get on LJ for a change because i've been neglecting it so long. ive been reading all kinds of journals on here...YEAH THAT MEANS YOU! haha...anyways...tim came over and me him and jen ate dinner. Tim got in a tizzy because Matt called me and asked me to go hang out at the shroom with him and some of his ATO friends. I told him I'd call him back. I still feel so weird about being friends with matt AND nichole. I adore them both so much. I hat ebeing a girl. No I don't. But I do! AGH! I bashed the hell out of my knee. It's killing me. I'm starting therapy- did I tell you all this? Kelly finally broke down again. it's just so thrilling. The lexapro wasn't cutting it so they gave me more of it and this time they gave me zanax for when i have my attacks and fits of rage, mood swings or whatever you want to call it. My mom is tired of me calling her in tears at 3am so she's made an appointment. I think for spring break. But I'm going to go with Matt and Clara to get various body parts pierced. (haha that sounds gross) Matt's getting his nipples done and I'm getting like my cartledge done and I think Clara might just watch or think about something. I adore my Big clara. She rocks. But I still <3 Tabatha times 100! I love going to hang out with the PSP people. We always have fun. Our social is on Wed night after our meeting. God this whole entry is one stream of randomness. Wow I'm missing family guy...anyways...I think I'll go to bed. Tim and I are visiting my parents this weekend- well I hope he's coming with me he hasn't seen them since Christmas!