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[sparklesisemo]

p.s. i'm sorry.  i tried to write something before but it was terrible and didn't make any sense.  i have no idea why but i feel like i've lost my ability to write.  i know i have it in me, i just feel like i don't have reason to.  i need something not to just inspire me but to make me want to write.  it doesn't need to be something good or bad, just something that makes me feel like expressing however it makes me feel.

i'm so frustrated.
i've been trying and trying but i just get too tired and i lose focus so quickly. 
i want to say something insightful so badly.
but nothing has been coming.

actually, i hate to think it but, i think i have nothing more to say.
of course i have things to say but i have nothing worth saying.

i need a spark.
be my spark.