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[sparklesisemo]

haaaa

i don't know

ahh

I'm uh
not very good at expressing myself

I suppose

I want to show you my life
I want to show you what i'm capable of

I don't want to look like I try to hard
because i promise you I won't
if you don't want me to

it's just
it's all new
it's all okay
and it worries me

annnnnd
ahhh
it worries me
because it's not
it's not what i expected
but i don't think i ever really knew what to expect

am i revealing too much?
you better believe it

i'm just sick of not knowing
because i don't know a lot
i don't know if you think i'm crazy
for saying things like this
all the time

to be honest
I've
nope
not saying it
haha

I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
and it's a sad, sad world
when a girl can break a boy just because she can

and now look

i'm totally over my confusing mood

and now none of this really has any relevance anymore

weird huh?