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I was looking at my facebook profile like the narcissist that I am and saw that I still have "being loud and angry and obnoxious about a lot of things" listed as one of my interests. I put it up there because of this boy I knew thought I was passive and easygoing and that nothing could get me riled up about nothin'. And it was so beyond not true as to be totally absurd. Anyway, point being, looking back on it, I think it's kind of cool and sort of surreal that someone that I liked a lot had such a bizarre misconception about me -- it sort of points out to me that I'm not stuck in some little box and that identity can be ambiguous and full of multiplicities and that's neat when you're feeling old, stagnant, boring, fruitless, washed-up etc.
Of course, the real point, of course, is that I fell in stupid, idiotic girl love all over again.
Of course, the real point, of course, is that I fell in stupid, idiotic girl love all over again.