I knew it was coming..
So today I had the breakdown I was expecting to have sometime this week. With Jordan leaving on Saturday, and then Lincoln leaving right after him, I'm losing two of my closest friends. Both of those boys are people I never would have expected to become friends with, but I'm incredibly grateful I did. Especially Jordan. I really don't think that I've gone more than a day or two without talking to him. And then he had to send me these messages, and I started bawling..
From: Jordan
Date: Feb 11, 2008 9:14 PM
god you're making me sad already! but we are going to go out and rock the house on wednesday and not think about it until thursday! or we can cry and hold each other on wednesday... we'll see what kind of mood we're in :)
but seriously amber, you truly are a great person. i know we will be friends for life, no matter where we are. i have had SO much fun with you over the last year, amazing experiences that i will never forget... and i forget almost everything :) And i am so excited to have more amazing experiences with you in hawaii when you come visit for a week!!!
are you working tomorrow? if so, i will see you tomorrow, i'm going to go and try to find your game!
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From: Amber
Date: Feb 11, 2008 9:04 PM
Jordan, that seriously just made me cry. I'm going to ridiculously miss you. I never expected to make such a good friend through work, but I'm glad that I did. I don't know what this past year would have been like without you. You know I love you to death. :)
And don't worry - I'll definitely have to start saving to go see you! I think Jenn's in on that one with me, too. I don't know about Julie, though. If she goes out there, we're gonna lose her, too.. haha..
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From: Jordan
Date: Feb 11, 2008 7:31 PM
oh amber, i'm going to miss you the most!!! you have to start saving to come out and see me!!
i couldn't have asked for a better coworker/friend at work. you are an amazing girl! i'm going to miss you sooo much! THANK GOD we have myspace to keep in touch.... who knows how we would communicate without this! lol
I can't wait for Wednesday!
How's the Jordan's Hawaii fund coming? haha, jk
I find comfort in knowing that when I call the credit office 50 times a day, i have a 1 out of 200 chance of getting you!
I really am happy for him, since I knew he wanted this job in Hawaii, but I'm going miss him horribly. In the year and a half I've known him, somehow he managed to become a very important part of my life. I haven't been this torn up about a friend moving out of town since Jenn and Lucas went to Portland. That's just life, I suppose.
From: Jordan
Date: Feb 11, 2008 9:14 PM
god you're making me sad already! but we are going to go out and rock the house on wednesday and not think about it until thursday! or we can cry and hold each other on wednesday... we'll see what kind of mood we're in :)
but seriously amber, you truly are a great person. i know we will be friends for life, no matter where we are. i have had SO much fun with you over the last year, amazing experiences that i will never forget... and i forget almost everything :) And i am so excited to have more amazing experiences with you in hawaii when you come visit for a week!!!
are you working tomorrow? if so, i will see you tomorrow, i'm going to go and try to find your game!
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Amber
Date: Feb 11, 2008 9:04 PM
Jordan, that seriously just made me cry. I'm going to ridiculously miss you. I never expected to make such a good friend through work, but I'm glad that I did. I don't know what this past year would have been like without you. You know I love you to death. :)
And don't worry - I'll definitely have to start saving to go see you! I think Jenn's in on that one with me, too. I don't know about Julie, though. If she goes out there, we're gonna lose her, too.. haha..
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Jordan
Date: Feb 11, 2008 7:31 PM
oh amber, i'm going to miss you the most!!! you have to start saving to come out and see me!!
i couldn't have asked for a better coworker/friend at work. you are an amazing girl! i'm going to miss you sooo much! THANK GOD we have myspace to keep in touch.... who knows how we would communicate without this! lol
I can't wait for Wednesday!
How's the Jordan's Hawaii fund coming? haha, jk
I find comfort in knowing that when I call the credit office 50 times a day, i have a 1 out of 200 chance of getting you!
I really am happy for him, since I knew he wanted this job in Hawaii, but I'm going miss him horribly. In the year and a half I've known him, somehow he managed to become a very important part of my life. I haven't been this torn up about a friend moving out of town since Jenn and Lucas went to Portland. That's just life, I suppose.