Jun 29, 2007 00:48
Mike Passaro was right in saying not to ever expect anything- just see what happens.
I just feel like I'm so used to people letting me down that I'm just waiting to be let down.
I love being happy for other people but sometimes it just sucks when you think- why can't I have that? Why can't something good like that happen to me?
Maybe I'm overreacting and overthinking. Actually, I know that I am. This is what happens when you spend the night at home just sitting around. You just start thinking about things- everything.
I realize that as much as I looked forward to the summer, in a way, summer can be kind of boring.
I kind of enjoy the structured time of school. Ha ha maybe I'm insane for saying that.
Do you ever just feel like you keep doing the same things- day in and day out and you're not really going anywhere or doing anything great to change your life or the world around you... Like you're just stagnant...
Time goes by too quickly to be stagnant.