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i had a big entry written down about how I was confused about a certain situation, but I figured that I could probably sum it up in a lot less.
For those of you who have seen Hitch:
remember the part where sarah goes with her friend casey to the speed dating, and hitch shows up, and they get into the big argument between dates? And after the entire scene at the date-place is over Hitch says 'I want everyone to see this, right here....this is why falling in love is so god damn hard' and strms out?
Thats exactly how Im feeling.
I dont know what to do about him anymore. We had the best conversation the other night after the fireworks and even though he didnt resolve a lot of his problems, I got to ask the questions I've been wanting to for a long time. the problem is, hes only sincere around me or when its with a group of my close friends that he is really able to open up and tell me how he is feeling. Those are the times I fall in love with him, and those are the times he tells me he loves me too.
So im utterly confused.
I need to figure out whats going on, and fast.
For those of you who have seen Hitch:
remember the part where sarah goes with her friend casey to the speed dating, and hitch shows up, and they get into the big argument between dates? And after the entire scene at the date-place is over Hitch says 'I want everyone to see this, right here....this is why falling in love is so god damn hard' and strms out?
Thats exactly how Im feeling.
I dont know what to do about him anymore. We had the best conversation the other night after the fireworks and even though he didnt resolve a lot of his problems, I got to ask the questions I've been wanting to for a long time. the problem is, hes only sincere around me or when its with a group of my close friends that he is really able to open up and tell me how he is feeling. Those are the times I fall in love with him, and those are the times he tells me he loves me too.
So im utterly confused.
I need to figure out whats going on, and fast.