Feb 20, 2006 03:09
I am waiting up for Casper and Tiff to finish talking so I can sleep. Drama sucks. My big mouth sucks. More than anything though Mr. Dawson sucks. I think that for the first time ever I can truely see how much of an ass he is. In a way it is kind of refreshing but at the same time it just makes me sad. I have just invested so much time into the kid. It is frustrating. I am almost to the point where I want to throw it all away. I don't think that I will. I know I won't. I don't do that. I wish that I could though.
I hate hating myself. I hate hatting him.
Fuck life.