Jourdan
Hey sweetie,
I was bored at work and this is where my mind took me… I am glad that we talked last week and I am glad that you realize that we both needed space. I still want to give that to you but I also want to let you know that I still care about you a lot. I may never be able to be what you wanted me to be but I still love you and always will. I hope someday we can really be friends, good friends.
I hope your midterm got done in time. Did you get your counseling situation worked out? I know you don’t want to share things any more but I just wanted to know how that was going. I hope all is well. Have a great day!
Love,
Andrea
To My Little Girl
When I look at you I can’t help but see my failure
My failure to embrace you
My weakness epitomized
I was not capable of overcoming
I was not able to show you love the way one should
I was not the friend you needed
I let the others call on me
I let them feel a void
I did not yet have the strength
I did not know how to love
I wish I was not so distracted
I wish I did not loose myself
I wish I could have been there
even when you did not ask
I did not mean to hurt you
I did not mean to cause you pain
I only meant to love you
I hate that I let others get in the way
I hate that I could not live up to your aspirations
I hate the way this makes me feel
I want to thank you for showing me grace
For being mature
For forgiving
I know that we cannot be close
I know that time must pass
I know that pain takes time to heal
This does not mean that I am gone
This does not mean that I am done
I hope some day to hold you again
I hope some day to be held
Because there will be days
Days when we both cry
And there may even be a day
A day that you and I need each other
A day that we can feel close
A day where nothing will come between
I was bored at work and this is where my mind took me… I am glad that we talked last week and I am glad that you realize that we both needed space. I still want to give that to you but I also want to let you know that I still care about you a lot. I may never be able to be what you wanted me to be but I still love you and always will. I hope someday we can really be friends, good friends.
I hope your midterm got done in time. Did you get your counseling situation worked out? I know you don’t want to share things any more but I just wanted to know how that was going. I hope all is well. Have a great day!
Love,
Andrea
To My Little Girl
When I look at you I can’t help but see my failure
My failure to embrace you
My weakness epitomized
I was not capable of overcoming
I was not able to show you love the way one should
I was not the friend you needed
I let the others call on me
I let them feel a void
I did not yet have the strength
I did not know how to love
I wish I was not so distracted
I wish I did not loose myself
I wish I could have been there
even when you did not ask
I did not mean to hurt you
I did not mean to cause you pain
I only meant to love you
I hate that I let others get in the way
I hate that I could not live up to your aspirations
I hate the way this makes me feel
I want to thank you for showing me grace
For being mature
For forgiving
I know that we cannot be close
I know that time must pass
I know that pain takes time to heal
This does not mean that I am gone
This does not mean that I am done
I hope some day to hold you again
I hope some day to be held
Because there will be days
Days when we both cry
And there may even be a day
A day that you and I need each other
A day that we can feel close
A day where nothing will come between