Jul 21, 2007 02:03
life is constantly moving around us. lately its been moving too fast for me. i want to take it easy, wind down a little. i guess i do a lot of laying around but its all coming. the end of august will roll around and i will start a life i dont want to lead. i will go places everyday and see people everyday i dont want to see. im doing it because i once again "the right" thing to do.
whats right does not always make you happy. im sure everyone has found that out the hard way. but this is not just another little knotch in my belt i have to get over. its life. my one chance at life. am i going to sit on my ass and do the "right" thing? or am i gonna do me?
i miss jim.
i miss being totally content.
i miss lovins.
i miss dreams.
i cherish my personality and the person i am.
i cherish my relationships with the people i care about.
i cherish moments spent with loved ones.
i cherish my life and will not sell myself short.