...Sorry.....
Okay…so a lot of people tend to think Reesa is insensitive and doesn’t give a shit. There is so much pain surrounding me, and it just continues to pile on. Those I care about are being hurt continuously and I’m suffering pain. I’m being hurt continuously. If a lot of people want to just leave and walk out of my life because I’m such a shitty person then go ahead because I try and try to please everyone and nothing seems to work. There’s times when you get caught in situations and you don’t know how to act therefore you act in the way that’s going to comfort the person making you unsure how to act….You try and be there and it all comes back and bites you in the ass….I care, my heart goes out to soooo many people and in so many different directions and everyone bitches because I’m not fully on their side…. Welcome to Faughnan land please take a step in my fucking shoes and see what it’s like to see things from over here…Oh that’s right, some of you are just so inconsiderate and selfish that you don’t give a fuck!!!! Why not return to my old ways, why not be the old rebellious me, why change because it’s not good to be bad…why does any of it have to matter…please if you love me stick me in a dark cold cold corner and let me die in peace….I’m not suicidal guys I’m just so hurt realizing how shitty of a person I am…so to all of you who’s desire it was to put me here congrats you got me here but don’t celebrate because all my supporters who are reading this or care to even acknowledge my presence are gonna come back with a victory, kick your ass and show you that I still have them and you hurt such a caring person. They’ll come back with a victory……hopefully……