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so i dont write that much any more but i think im going to try now like at least once a week and just catch up on whats going on since i dont have a best friend anymore and i know that thats whats wrong with me. b/c im coming to realize that kyle isnt the best best friend and thats a good thing for us though but i just need to work on being ok with that. and almost always something good comes from me writing i mean it always has worked for me and its good i feel very confident in many areas on my life right now but very insecure in other parts. Parts that i need to talk to kyle about b/c hes the one who is there for me. and who needs to have a decision in whats going on with me and stuff. grr im so sad about work thats what i mean and i really want him to help me. because i am lost.