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seriously how do i end up going to the same fucking school as ian gronau?? honestly. wow i dont know why that just upset me so much but like ive never seen him here before to be honest i havent seen him in 2 years and i was just walking by the travellodge restaurant the one i always see mike in and there he was im pretty sure he didnt see me but errr. it still bothers me and it bothers me that when i told adam jenni's having a baby he never wrote back i fucking hate people. i hate them especially. i wish you could rewind life and see how it would have turned out different like if i had never started talking to adam in the first place. wow i dont want to go to the dark room. i just dont i want to go home and see with kyle tonight. i wish i could. tomorrow too. i wonder what hes doing friday night? i wonder what he does do on weekend nights? hmmm... b/c he doesnt seem to party all the time but when i told him i was going to be drunk all summer he said there ya go. lol. im pretty sure he doesnt want me to work the in city this summer but its either that or work nights at vegas and errr. i wish i could work mornings at vegas but i could work like 2 doubles a week at fridays and still make good money. as long at is was split 1/2 door 1/2 togo's we talked for 40 minutes today aww.... Damn it i just lost my second longest nail, it just broke right off. tear. oh well it will grow back. i should really go up stairs. and do some work.