label me ambiguous
tonight, gina and i went bowling. we did pretty well. (high 60s) without bumpers. apparently you have to be under 7 for that shit. see if they're ever getting my money again... they actually probably will since i have to practice if i want to join harvard's bowling team next year.
i also got to see jules. dancing. and kurt rapping. and i stole kyle's glove. and almost climbed a tree.
over christmas break, i'm staying at kyle's. and we're playing all night monopoly. and twister. with his little brother. and then driving back the next day in the carpool lane. he promised.
if you want cryptic, here it is: he sees right through her, and for some reason this intrigues her. she finds it endearing, because very few people have that ability. so even though they're perfectly wrong for eachother, she won't let him go because he will know it isn't what's in her heart. but if she's not in his then what can she do? she has feelings, but she doesnt want them to be taken seriously, partly because she cant take them seriously either. she is moonlighting's biggest fan and worst enemy.
i think that i'm obsessed with feelings. even other people's. if one could put a monopoly on feelings i would have park place and boardwalk. owned, biotch.
theres a certain distance here. it gets wider and wider with each passing day. it sort of scares me.