i wanna hold your hand
"She's one of those characters so unique that she's hard to describe with words from the dictionary. If you'll permit me, she's nothing short of a miracle. Constantly in motion, keenly perceptive, graceful and awkward, she injects life into him." I love that this ideal woman of yours is flawed and happy. Usually we get one or the other. She's a loveable compulsive liar who tap-dances for laughs and catches tears in a tiny Dixie cup.
I want someone who doesn't have to try to understand me. Someone whose silence isn't awkward. Someone emotionally mature but mentally immature (and stable). Someone who's cool with staying in bed with me all day. Because my bed is, in fact, my favorite place on earth. Someone high on life. Like me. whoo!
Hey. I was wrong. Thank you for shoving me back into reality, thank you for being there and giving me honest, unbiased opinions. thank you for the slurpee and shoulder in my moments of total and complete confusion. (the kind where your eyesight gets a little too blurry...) thank you for supporting me regardless of my choices, and bringing a little bit of emotional based logic into my life.
I think that the whole bad boy thing has always been attractive to me. The black and white of it is that I love boys that look like bad boys, act like bad boys, but aren't bad boys. Funny. This is me being random. Again. The way i feel about you is VERY similar to the way I feel about Jesus. My logical mind says that it doesnt make sense, it isnt possible, theres no proof-i need something tangible. However, i've always been very bad at listening to my head, and instead i follow my heart... and deep down i just know something about you is real...it just IS. And it's really cute. Randomly. But what could I possibly really know about you at this point. Shut up brain. I hate you.
When I take Adderall, my entire body shakes. Its euphoric, and yet its the closest i've ever been to feeling like im on heroine. I take the back, it isnt euphoric, its discomforting. It's like my mind is going 100mph. and my body is desperately trying to keep up. Right now, i feel uncomfortable in my own skin.
I've got all the time in the world. I'm just not a patient person...And i fidget a lot.