It's Nobody's Fault But Mine
Ya know how sometimes you kind of have the thought to do something. And then it happens and you're just kind of like..."ehhh??" That is definitely where I am at right now. But now more than ever I'm starting to feel the change in life. I even quasi feel different to the people that I used to spend all of my time with.
School starts in 6 days.
I need to find my spiritual side of life again. Because it is definitely lost. Not my spirituality exactly because I know that is still there. Just what exactly I believe. I want to be able to state all of my beliefs and not falter on any of them with the utmost confidence and faith. However, I know that even that still takes a lot of time. Yet I think the point to this little rant is that I need to put more effort into my search.
School starts in 6 days.
I need to find my spiritual side of life again. Because it is definitely lost. Not my spirituality exactly because I know that is still there. Just what exactly I believe. I want to be able to state all of my beliefs and not falter on any of them with the utmost confidence and faith. However, I know that even that still takes a lot of time. Yet I think the point to this little rant is that I need to put more effort into my search.