So Long & Goodnight...

May 12, 2005 23:30

Thank God for my brothers having fabulous taste in music & me having 3 cds left. :) So, I took 3 CDs off of my list: The Killers, Jet, & My Chemical Romance (although this CD was not on my list originally but I really like their new song "Helena") Cds left to get:
Damien Rice
Amos Lee
Maroon 5
Ghostland
Alvin Ailey "Revelations" Sdt.
Jamie Cullum

I got good grades in school. All A's....B's in Art, 170, & Laban.

I'm having conflicting thoughts. Well not really. I've thought about it twice. hehehehehe....I've been sleeping more than anything. ;) Anyways, it was really weird because at work the other night I heard the 2 Rascal Flatts song that remind me of Michael AND working at the Backwoods. "Mayberry" & "These Days" It was just weird. I guess I'm still trying to figure out what purpose Michael was in my life. Everyone comes into your life for a reason but I still haven't figured out. I'm sure he doesn't think about me at all. I just don't know... I'm going to go down there eventually. I have a feeling I'll have to call to see if they have my health card. However, there is a 99% chance that they threw it away. Plus, I want some Bruschetta. I'll never knock is cooking because it's that good!!!!! :) So, I said I would order some food from there when I went down to the boutique to get a purse. I just keep saying that I hate that he is being dumb. Because I can see so much for him. Not with me particularly just with his life. And he's killing his potential. But thats not place anymore...

I miss Adam. He really truly grew on me as time went by. I wasn't sure if what I felt about him was genuine at first. I realized how much I loved spending time with him though. We just had a lot of fun together and unlike Michael we sat and had the long conversations about different things that I longed for. I'm really confused. Why does God keep bringing these guys into my life to have them taken away from me? It's not fair. Yet I keep praying and no answer.... however I always remember God answers in Yes, No, or Wait. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I work all weekend. PLEASE pray that I can catch on to all of of this because I have no choice this weekend. Ahhhh I just get such an anxiety about doing my job right. But I'm going to make myself a cheat sheet to put in a book tomorrow.

I FINALLY got my room all together!!!! YAY!! I put up my computer & my stereo & some pictures. All I need is internet then I'll be set. I actually really love my room!!! :) It's what I would've ideally wanted my dorm room to look like :).

I'm going to go read & watch a movie. More soon.
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