Jun 16, 2006 21:21
Ah, I just got off the phone with Bernie. We talked a bit about Brian, which actually just made me really mad. Its all good though. IM NOT MARRIED. thats my phrase i plan on living by for quite some time.
MKW MKW MKW MKW
Yay for Mah-Kah-Wee!! I got back today from week 1 of 4. it was great fun, though im not a big fan of the new director. the staff rocks though. there is only one that i dont like, and im never around her so its not a big deal. I really like CIT with Lucky and the new girl Rebel (oh man, shes a story in herself...) Today we had MKW OLYMPICS!! Taco is great fun and Loco being there makes it 93407 times better. BABY COMES NEXT WEEK!! yay, im so excited. My mom said I can let some internationals stay at the house next weekend so I'll either ask Ice, Scrappy or Longa. I don't know which one though. WE EARNED A BROWNIE TrY IT. today in the program shed the CITs got bored so we earned the dancersize(sp?) try it. yay!
but if you deny me one of your kisses, dont know what I'd do.
I visited Michelle today because she got her wisdom teeth taken out, I brought her a slurpee and as I pulled out of 7-11 my car STALLED. for the millionth time. ahhhh, it drives me crazy. But it was sossooso good seeing Michelle, her cheeks are a little puffy but we got to chat it up and thats all I ever need. Then Ross called and asked me to go the movies but I couldnt get a hold of my parents to ask so I couldnt go :[ Im defiently all for Ross after this...
okay, heres what happened when i talked to bernie. I just need to get it out. Aparently Brian was pissed that I broke up with him but now he doesnt care. he doesnt care one bit and is "over high school bullshit" ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Yeah, too bad this had nothing to do with that. Bernie said he wont talk about it to anyone and is just ignoring the whole thing and pretending like it didnt happen. Its so frusterating. If brian knew about Ross though, I thought he'd be mad, but now I'm wondering if he'd even care.
I talked to Brian once this week and it was kinda awkward and Brian was acting so depressed the whole time. He wouldnt talk, he wouldnt say anything.
I need advice.
I miss MKW already. oh wow, im so pathetic.
Tomorrow I have a lame cheerleading fundraiser from 10-1 and then Wet N Wild from 1-whenever. I've never been to Wet N Wild before, so I'm excited. I've been to Watermania and Blizzard Beach though. I'm gonna be so tired. I wanna get back in time for Michelle's movie night though. which I ahve no idea when that will be?
My moods keep changing. radpidly. that can't be normal.
love love love,
MADELINE
i was mad, to sad, to confsued, and now im happy and wanting to dance. i just started listening to music so that must be why...im such a girl