May 05, 2006 19:28
so i guess today would be the first taste of summer..it was just GORGEOUS out!!
this weekend is going to be crazy..tomorrow im watching the one acts...sunday i have the senior banquet..it's gonna be fun.
I'm performing my scene on monday...Let's hope I can learn how to become my character by then. Crying...I've never wanted to cry so much in my whole life. But people are telling me that it's ok if I'm not really "feelin" my character right now cuz it's just one scene. As long as it's believable to the audience I'll be ok. I know I'm kind of obsessing about this, I just take it really seriously. I'm getting better about beating myself up though...i realize there is a lot I need to learn...like Allen had Beckie and I do a rope pulling exercise and it REALLY helped us a lot. So I'm just at the beginning..everything is new. I guess it gives me something to strive for. What is life without that...