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[sparkl3z]

So they say Junior Year is the hardest. boy they werent kidding. i'll admit doing AP and Honors classes adds to that whole "hard" bit but still, not everything has to do with academics. Friends and Family are also a large part of everyones life whether you admit it or not. so i've been spending a lot of time with my friends alot and on the phone with them and what not so i've realized, its only november and already so much has happened. Friends have come, friends have drifted. Rifts have gone through families while other families have become alot more tight knit. Crying fests have been held, meltdowns have happened. BOYS: oh jeez like they dont noramlly cause a lot of problems! countless things have happened to my friends, to me, to just people in general that have caused emotional highs, as wel las reasons for tears. Academics have caused enough drama as well. Grades are coming out next week and i for one know many people who are not going ot be pleased with the results. and others who are going to be really happy. how many times in hte past couple of months have i talked to people about the amount of stress that comes with junior year? countless. what with starting to thing about college (*shiver*), countless lectures by teachers on the importance of education, and the extra workload and the dreading of all the state testing juniors are forced to do.. it takes a large toll on the mind and the emotions. The work load causes loss of sleep which makes us even more emotional. afterschool activities have been going on and that causes more drama by themselves, and causes even less time for all that extra work. but i will be one of the first to say that after school things are vital to most of us. its what we live for, how we see our friends, something to hold onto when things arent always going well. whether its sports, a club, drama, band, whatever- it keeps us going.

So now looking back at first quarter and all the things that have gone on, im pleased. Sure theres things that i would have done differently but o well. they happened. so many things have also gone right that they make up for things that went wrong. i like where i am at the moment. and because im happy, im more likely to be able to help all of my friends who arent.

i have no idea what spurred this whole thing but i just felt like sending it out into the void. i also havent updated in a while so i thought i would.