Aug 29, 2006 20:11
why does life have to be so complicated?!
how come it cant be black and white like it was when we were kids you know? life has way too much gray in it. colors would even be better, at least then it would be pretty. have any of you ever seen pleasantville? its a good movie and u might get what im talking about how gray is so dull and boring. PLus, gray can open for interpretation. you can THINK its a lighter shade of gray so it might be better tehn that darker gray over there. or it might be that the darker gray isnt bad, its supposed to stand out more so you think its better and then do that one instead of the lighter shade.
at this point most of you are calling the people with the straightjackets for me. go ahead.
life isnt the wizard of oz either. theres no tinamn or scarecrow or wicked witch., and what sucks the most is that there is no yellow brick road. not even the red on. have any of you ever noticed how theres two roads in that movie? teh yellow and the red. and they never tell you where the red one goes. what if i wanted to take the red road? but then i wouldnt get the wizard to fix my problems
life isnt a tv show either when u know that if you screw up it all will turn out better by then end of the show. if you screw up, it may never be fixed it will jsut haunt you like the ghost of christmas past.
i want someone to tell me what to do, at least then ill have someone to blame if it goes wrong.
quote: "life IS pain. anyone who says differently is selling something"
part of the lyrics to the song:
yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is the promise that you've broken
dont close your eyes
dont close your eyes
this is your life
and today is all you've got now
and and today is all you'll ever have
dont close your eyes
dont close your eyes
are you who you want to be?
this is your life
are you who you want to be?
this is your life
is it everything you dreamed it be when the world was younger when you had everything to lose
kind of goes on like that. like "yesterday is dead and over"
think on it. a new school year. how are you going to start it?
no im not being depressed, im actually quite happy. this has just been plaguing me for a while. thinking back on decisions i made. especially this summer...