freak out time

Oct 03, 2006 16:27

Ok so......
It's time for me to freak out about the grad school application bit. feel free to skip the following rant...
I've gotten my 6 programs straigtened out (i think) but it's SO DAMN HARD to settle.
And now I've remembered that illustrious MIT Comparative Media Studies program that I fell in love with years ago, and what the hell, do I spend the effort and give my advisors extra work and spend the extra $85 plus to apply??
Chances are so slim, but the program is sooo awesome.
I'm just frustrated with my options right now.
Because it's so hard to find information and I have been roaming the best sources I could think of and I am still just worried I overlooked some gem somewhere, and I haven't looked at any international programs in a while either.......GAH!
Breathe.
The reason I'm stressin' right now is cause I promised both myself and my advisors that I'd get them the application info by Oct 1st. Ok so I'm settling for sometime this week.
I updated my resume, I have the necessary forms, I just need envelopes, stamps, and a rough draft of my statement of purpose, which right now is a multi-part disjointed effort...
I need to clear my head, stop freaking out, and get focused to finish the here's what I need you to write in your recommendation letter suggestions to give to my tufts people. Whom I can't even go and see because I work 9-5 and of course the days I have off, they have off too, as they're all University holidays...GOD DAMN IT.

just needed to vent.
i feel a little better already.

grad school

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