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I dont know anymore.
about anything. i'll never really be sure.
I cant make anymore promises. I know they wont be kept.
It's hard to lie to everyone right in
their effin faces knowing i'm only telling them what they want to hear.
Boys,Boys,Boys.
I've given up on them.
wow I've totally made myself distant from everyone.
I'm sorry. I feel like shit.
I need to go to fucking school
Why am I so afraid????
I'm sorry I lead you on.
I cant handle any boy(s) in my life right now.
You'll just have to find some other gal to
drown in your beautiful blue eyes.
I'm so drained. No one ever feels like talking to me.
I've become anti- social with my best friends.
I cant keep up this stupid routine anymore.
How and will it ever change?
I guess thats up for me to decide.
I've fallen for he completely wrong boy.
I went out of my way today for nothing.
I cant believe I did it again.
Fuck.
The stupid things I do.
unfortionately all of my days consist of me doing stupid things
all I want to say to each and everyone I love and am close to
I LOVE YOU guys so incredibly much. thanks for helping me out and
talking to me and cheering me up.
This is as low as I've gotten.
I wonder how much lower I can go.
I hope the two people on each side of that stick decide to help me out a little
and raise it up a little higher.
ughhh look at me i'm a mess. I'm an insomniac. I can hardly stay awake.
when and if i fall asleep. I hope I never wake up.
♥
about anything. i'll never really be sure.
I cant make anymore promises. I know they wont be kept.
It's hard to lie to everyone right in
their effin faces knowing i'm only telling them what they want to hear.
Boys,Boys,Boys.
I've given up on them.
wow I've totally made myself distant from everyone.
I'm sorry. I feel like shit.
I need to go to fucking school
Why am I so afraid????
I'm sorry I lead you on.
I cant handle any boy(s) in my life right now.
You'll just have to find some other gal to
drown in your beautiful blue eyes.
I'm so drained. No one ever feels like talking to me.
I've become anti- social with my best friends.
I cant keep up this stupid routine anymore.
How and will it ever change?
I guess thats up for me to decide.
I've fallen for he completely wrong boy.
I went out of my way today for nothing.
I cant believe I did it again.
Fuck.
The stupid things I do.
unfortionately all of my days consist of me doing stupid things
all I want to say to each and everyone I love and am close to
I LOVE YOU guys so incredibly much. thanks for helping me out and
talking to me and cheering me up.
This is as low as I've gotten.
I wonder how much lower I can go.
I hope the two people on each side of that stick decide to help me out a little
and raise it up a little higher.
ughhh look at me i'm a mess. I'm an insomniac. I can hardly stay awake.
when and if i fall asleep. I hope I never wake up.
♥