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seriously. what am i doing wrong?
ugh I'm jealous. eww that's not me at all.
I'll never amount to anything in his life.
I really miss karen.
I miss her tons enough to cry.
I honestly miss Andrea. Why cant things go back to the way they used to be?
It's not fair. My stomach aches of jealousy.
I dont know what I envy but ::sigh:: i dunno.
I dont feel like going to school tomorrow.
I dont think I want to go back ever again.
Infact I'm not.
yea yea yea blah blah blah I'm well aware of how ignorant that is.
no one will ever understand and cant even begin to attempt.
I dont understand my friends sometimes. They act so different all the time.
They get so caught up in their popularity and fashion
I'm glad I'm not vain or cocky.
it's disgusting.
so many things are on my mind and i dont ever express them
or acknowledge that those thoughts even exist.
I want a boy to love me soo incredibly much that i'm the most important person to him in the world.
that's the best feeling.
i just really need to clear my mind.
livejournal is my therapeutic public diary.
relieve me....please?
ugh I'm jealous. eww that's not me at all.
I'll never amount to anything in his life.
I really miss karen.
I miss her tons enough to cry.
I honestly miss Andrea. Why cant things go back to the way they used to be?
It's not fair. My stomach aches of jealousy.
I dont know what I envy but ::sigh:: i dunno.
I dont feel like going to school tomorrow.
I dont think I want to go back ever again.
Infact I'm not.
yea yea yea blah blah blah I'm well aware of how ignorant that is.
no one will ever understand and cant even begin to attempt.
I dont understand my friends sometimes. They act so different all the time.
They get so caught up in their popularity and fashion
I'm glad I'm not vain or cocky.
it's disgusting.
so many things are on my mind and i dont ever express them
or acknowledge that those thoughts even exist.
I want a boy to love me soo incredibly much that i'm the most important person to him in the world.
that's the best feeling.
i just really need to clear my mind.
livejournal is my therapeutic public diary.
relieve me....please?