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Life just throws these things at us. i think i care way too much about someone i should not. i just hope if they do return the feeling they will tell me. i am an awful person or so it feels. i try to help others and it back fires. i just want to know if i'm being used or not the eyes that i see say no but what is beyond those eyes. i miss myself he makes me feel like myself. i am happy because he is wonderful. how can someone like that be using me. i just want to listen to my instinct and ask him but don't want to make him mad.