fail
i don't think i have ever been so stressed out. it came all of a sudden today. i seriously think every thing i did in high school is completely elementary in comparison to university. i don't think my old ways of studying can even apply. i just don't know how to study any more. i will fail my MOS exam. I was reading the practice one and the questions are so specific there is no way i can even think of knowing them. i need to know 220 pages of text, 130 pages of a nonfiction book plus the lecture notes. i feel like i'm cramming which i technically am. i haven't gotten my essay thing back so i dont want to move ahead with that and im doubting my thesis...not good. oh fuck, i will fail university. i'm going to try to get though another chapter of the book tonight.... i don't think i can even go to the review tomorrow night as i wont be able to work on my essay. shit. i wish i lived in the library.