wowza claire overload

[sparkfading]

 So I was updating the pair-Claire-with-everyone list earlier, here are the current stats:

[4] Claire/Zach
[13] Claire/&HRG
[6] Claire/Nathan
[2] Claire/Hiro
[1] Claire/The Haitian
[1] Claire/Matt
[1] Claire/Ted
[2] Claire/Mohinder (one non-shipper)
[2] Claire/Peter
[1] Claire/Lyle
[3] Claire/Sylar
[1] Claire/Isaac
[1] Claire/Kensei
[2] Claire/West
[1] Claire/

Comments

I'm probably the last person you want to hear from...

[houfukuzettou]

Jessica,

Before you delete my comment and completely ignore what I have to say, just hear me out for a few seconds. I tried emailing you at your old email address but I guess you deleted your account. So I decided to go here and get in contact with you.

But I know last year I was a complete bitch. I don't know what made me think of it at all, but I did. I was a bitch and I know I said and did some hurtful things towards you (intentional or not) and I just want to appologize for everything I said.

If you don't care about my appology or just want to blow it off, then I understand. I just want you to know that I am sorry. I think my intentions were taken the wrong way and I went about the wrong way of handling things that were boiling down inside of me. Instead of just dealing with it or coming face to face with you, I just blew up.

There are other things that I would like to point out and address but I would rather not let it be public so other people can read about our business. That's why I commented here. No one else had any comments here so I figured why not. You can delete this if you want, you don't have to respond back...but I just wanted to let you know.

I understand if you don't want to hear from me or you don't want to respond to this or respond to anything I have to say, but I just wanted to drop you a line because I was thinking about you and I did want to appologize. And I don't want you to take it as it being shitty, cause it's not, I'm sincerely sorry for what happened a year ago.

Like I said, there are other things I would like to say but I would rather not say them here. It's not the place, but I have no other way of getting ahold of you outside of LJ.

So if you want to talk and let me get a few things off of my chest, yours probably as well, let me know and I can give you my email address (it's the same yahoo one). If not, that is fine, I'm totally cool with that. Just that I would hope that you would keep this just between us...hide the comment so it is not visible or something. It's up to you.

Well this is getting long. I hope you are doing well and I hope you are taking care. I hope to talk to you again soon and if not, then that is fine. I would like to talk to you more about a few things, but if you don't want to then I understand.

Take care,

Nika

Re: I'm probably the last person you want to hear from...

[sparkfading]

Hi Nika,

Well I must admit, this is truly unexpected. I never imagined in a million years that I'd hear from you again. But don't worry, you're not the last person I'd want to hear from. I got over what happened a long time ago.

So basically I'm willing to hear what you have to say. You can email me at spark.fading@gmail.com. It may take a while for me to get to though, because I'm at TAFE now and I have a doctors appointment today, so I don't have the time I used to have. But I am more than willing to hear you out, I'm sure we could both use the closure.

Anyway, I hope all is well for you, and no matter what I always wanted you to have the best life. Take care.

Jessica

Re: I'm probably the last person you want to hear from...

[houfukuzettou]

Thank you so much for replying back.

I'll email you so no rush in replying back, just take care of whatever you have to do at school and whatnot.

I'm glad you're giving me a chance to talk to you and let me explain a few things. I really appreciate that.

Eh, things here are...well they are better...they were down last summer but I won't go into that because that's just another conversation for another time...that's if you want to converse another time, if not that is cool.

Anywho, I'll send you an email and you just get back to it when you can. Yahoo is giving me a bit of problems, I don't think it is sending off all my things correctly, so just let me know if you get it or not. :)

Have a good rest of the day!