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Hey my loves, i kno i never update but sometimes i think i want to update but i just never get around to doing it bc somtimes if u write about the awesome time u had it makes it less awesome.
i wish that i could talk about how awesome my life has been and how much of a great mood i am in but that sadly wouldent be the truth... im so sick and tired of never coming out on top, i have a couple good weeks and i think my luck has turned around and then it goes bac to the way it always has.. thankgod 4 my friends =)...i cant wait 4 this itme in my life 2 go away so that i can look bac at it in 6 month and be like "damn that sucked". but nothing is coming fast enough... i want to drink like poets on pay day this weekend and i think amys just my girl to do it with.
yesterday i ran, which is NOT like me. i ran from my house all the way to 441 then all the way to atlantic blv. and all the way back to my house. i dont kno why but i was happy when i was doing it........ how do u think you would feel if the one person that always made u happy and made u feel like u were the only person that they ever needed and u were the sole reason 4 their happiness and told u u were the most beautiful girl they have ever seen and that u would do anything 4 decsides they dont want u anymore?
im still sick i cant get over this cold !!!! im on the way to visit my meem @ hospice
i got my homecoming dress its beautiful! but im not sure how fun the nite is going to be whatever!!!
yesterday i found a baby turtle in my pool and i love him more than anything his name is herm hes my new love
♥ m
i wish that i could talk about how awesome my life has been and how much of a great mood i am in but that sadly wouldent be the truth... im so sick and tired of never coming out on top, i have a couple good weeks and i think my luck has turned around and then it goes bac to the way it always has.. thankgod 4 my friends =)...i cant wait 4 this itme in my life 2 go away so that i can look bac at it in 6 month and be like "damn that sucked". but nothing is coming fast enough... i want to drink like poets on pay day this weekend and i think amys just my girl to do it with.
yesterday i ran, which is NOT like me. i ran from my house all the way to 441 then all the way to atlantic blv. and all the way back to my house. i dont kno why but i was happy when i was doing it........ how do u think you would feel if the one person that always made u happy and made u feel like u were the only person that they ever needed and u were the sole reason 4 their happiness and told u u were the most beautiful girl they have ever seen and that u would do anything 4 decsides they dont want u anymore?
im still sick i cant get over this cold !!!! im on the way to visit my meem @ hospice
i got my homecoming dress its beautiful! but im not sure how fun the nite is going to be whatever!!!
yesterday i found a baby turtle in my pool and i love him more than anything his name is herm hes my new love
♥ m