Water polo is where the cool kids hang out after school =)

[sparkely_eyed]

well this is my second entry today the first one was a stupid survey... i must say that i am happy ... i finally feel at peace and the funny thing is that everyone thinks they understand me compeltely but they dont ...but i love that they care anyways... i talked to the enfomouse "christopher" ill breif everyone quick even though i shouldent.. i called him to tell him everything that was on my mind and i felt so good doing it and he really listened to me and i loved the sound of his voice when he talked to me, he sounded like me wanted to talk to me, so me and him talked and i cried a little and i "think" me and him are ok and even of were not at least i finally got the closure that i have been dying for all these months, he was and still is the most important person in my heart(and it feels sooo good to say that aloud) and i do ask to some peole and they kno who they are to PLEASE put them selves in my position and see what u would have done, please done judge me 4 doing what makes me happy...

i have water polo tomorrow and i dont feel good =( and its cold =((
i am also soooooo happy 4 amy i really do think she will be truly happy and that makes me so happy bc she has always been there 4 me with a sholder to cry on that dident come with judgment and i love that about her =))
-the song memory by sugarcult makes me soo happy !!

so everyone if u love someone tell them..u'll make their day =)

i love everyone, thank u all 4 being so understanding, it means the world to me =)
I LOVE u a million love kisses <333333 M