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i don't know why or understand why i for some reason decided that crying was the best solution to a situation where there was no real problem, only my personal annoyance at the inconveinence. <--wow, i truly cannot spell. (i'm okay with that though, it adds character). anyways, jury duty sucked. i was there early, then sat around for 2 hours, then they finally called us together in the courtroom, then went on a hour lunch break, and finally called us back together, and 2 hours later a jury was decided on and they never even interviewed me and i went home. as always when i feel at a loss, i call my dad, and somehow he knows how to reason with me and turn the situation around to my advantage. it is amazing, really. i called him and you know that sad little voice you have when you're about to cry or are crying and it sounds like a whimper? well, so my parents know that voice all too well. anyways, i was sitting in my car and called my dad and make the voice and say "dad?" is sad little laurel cry, and he goes "uh oh, we've got a situation" it almost made me laugh. so after explaining to him how powerless i am and that i am crying for absolutely no reason other than for the pure sake of it, i finally hang up with a completely outlook. so that is my little bit of inspiration for the day. so yes, the jury summons was an interesting first, and it ended up being really interesting listening to all the interviews and learning about the case.
now, i am debating whether i want to go to sleep or study. midterms schmidterm. maybe i'll just go to sleep, wake up early, and start the day off good. mmm i love morning time...
san diego san diego san diego....save me save me save me.....budapest budapest budapest......save me save me save me.......
(i am tired of being overshadowed, put down, ignored, interrupted when i speak, and not being listened to, FYI) god, biggest pet peeve ever, being interrupted. EVER EVER EVER. hate hate hate it.
it is time to figure something out, try something new, take control....
i think sleep sounds better than studying now. for some reason sleep allows me to speed up time so that i can begin a new day, but then at night, i am over the day, and sleep offers me a shorter time to wait for the next day, but then the cycle just repeats and i'm always waiting for the next day and sleeping to begin a new day and forget the old one....does this make sense? i think i am confusing myself now....
summer options:
(I AM RANDOM)
restoration hardware, possibly summer camp, a plethora of internship options (i hope), summer school....
and then, MID AUGUST I WILL BE GONE BITCHES GONE GONE GONE FAR FAR FAR AWAY FROM HERE!!!!!!!!!!
now, i am debating whether i want to go to sleep or study. midterms schmidterm. maybe i'll just go to sleep, wake up early, and start the day off good. mmm i love morning time...
san diego san diego san diego....save me save me save me.....budapest budapest budapest......save me save me save me.......
(i am tired of being overshadowed, put down, ignored, interrupted when i speak, and not being listened to, FYI) god, biggest pet peeve ever, being interrupted. EVER EVER EVER. hate hate hate it.
it is time to figure something out, try something new, take control....
i think sleep sounds better than studying now. for some reason sleep allows me to speed up time so that i can begin a new day, but then at night, i am over the day, and sleep offers me a shorter time to wait for the next day, but then the cycle just repeats and i'm always waiting for the next day and sleeping to begin a new day and forget the old one....does this make sense? i think i am confusing myself now....
summer options:
(I AM RANDOM)
restoration hardware, possibly summer camp, a plethora of internship options (i hope), summer school....
and then, MID AUGUST I WILL BE GONE BITCHES GONE GONE GONE FAR FAR FAR AWAY FROM HERE!!!!!!!!!!